Potential nervous breakdown?
Yes. There is a potential nervous breakdown in the works. I told myself I would just be calm and do what I need to do, but there is only a week left until the Senior Review. If all goes as it should this upcoming weekend, then I’ll be perfectly on track. If not, then I’ll be thoroughly fucked. I got some good news this afternoon, though. There are plenty of options available for my green screen fabric at Jo-Ann Fabrics, and it seems I already had After Effects installed in my computer. Oops. :rofl: It’s ok, though, since the disc my friend Sam gave me has the entire Adobe suite. Hence, if there’s ever a program I need, I have it readily available. Woot. I sent the work I already have to the head of my department, and she gave me the A-OK. She’s curious to see more. Hopefully, by next Monday, I’ll have the first video ready to show her. If I can get the green screen, I’ll be set….
I want to go back to making my own art again! Even though this BFA project is my own idea and my own work, it just feels like a school assignment. It doesn’t feel like something that I would do on my own for fun. If it was up to me, I would just have some kick ass photomanips and be done with it. But I know that in order for it to look like I actually DID something, I know they’re going to want videos. Ugh. This is so frustrating that it’s actually starting to make me feel sick… I’m rambling, aren’t I? >_<
MOVING ON! It’s really friggin’ cold right now. And I don’t want to hear anything from you people up north. For me, a Miami born-and-bred girl, THIS IS REALLY COLD. It doesn’t help that the computer room is the coldest room in the whole house. My room is always nice and toasty, though, since it faces the sun for most of the morning and the heat is retained within. Mwahaha.
On a final note, I updated my site yesterday. I put up my latest work, and added the recent article in Advanced Photoshop magazine.
Ciao.




