I need to escape. I need to just pack my shit and get as far away from here as I can. I can’t function in this environment. Everything I do is wrong, nothing I do is good enough, and all my actions are looked at as if I’m the most terrible person on Earth. What the hell? And then, after I’m done feeling like shit for a good hour, no one bothers to apologize for it! As if I’m expected to just suck it up and not complain about it. When I do complain, I’m called a “drama queen” for it. What.The.Fuck? I’m not the one that made me feel this way. Why should I be insulted for reacting to the situation? UGH.
The one good thing about today is that I got to spend time with Audi. It was great to see him again, since I hadn’t seen him in a while. I treated him to a Japanese buffet for his birthday (it’s on the 23rd, but he won’t be in town that day). It had some really amazing sushi, and the price was quite reasonable. It was much cheaper than the place he and I used to go to. Afterwards, we walked over to an art store in the same plaza. I bought a small sketchbook to use next semester for notes, and he bought some heavy printing paper. We got back to my house, and he started printing out some templates he needed for his studio equipment. However, the printer started saying it was running out of ink. So, we drove over to Office Depot to buy more ink… and there it was.
A Canon EOS Rebel XTi for $399.99. God, I could have died right there. I contemplated for almost 15 minutes whether I should buy it or not. I asked the Office Depot employee a bunch of questions, and decided to wait until tomorrow. He told me they were having a big sale on ALL digital cameras, and that the $399.99 price tag will be the regular price until 2010. So… I left it. Hopefully, he knew what he was talking about and I didn’t lose this awesome opportunity. My only beef is with the lens. It’s only 18-55 mm, but geez…for that price? I’ll take it! I’ll wait until there’s a special on lenses and buy a better one then. For now, 18-55mm would be great. I also have my 18-77mm from my Canon AE-1 Program, but I don’t know if a lens intended for a film camera would work on a digital camera, despite being from the same company. We’ll find out eventually, won’t we? Heh.
As you can see, my mood is already lifting. Getting all that grief out certainly helps to alleviate a person’s mood, eh?
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I just got a phone call from my friend Sandra, saying that she and another good friend of mine have been thinking of doing a Secret Santa gift exchange. That way, everyone can get one GOOD gift as opposed to five not-so-good ones. I said, “Sure, but I already bought your gift so… take yourself out of the drawing!” Haha.
Anyway, I’m on Meez trying to win more Coinz. So, ciao!
Life
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